B!

Song of the Day- "Music for Love"- Mario- "Girl we in heavy rotation, and Ill be all on yo station.. just let me know..



They didnt play the Willie Hutch.. but please believe, after this past 20th. I beleive the brothas gonna work it out.. Everything was efficient, and when youve felt it for so many days of your life, and you think you cant love to be it anymore, situations like this make you love to be part of your race.. I love you, my people..

We are so crucial in so many ways, truly unexplainable.. This president brings the swagger back to the president. The top man in the game. Well, B, you got it!!.. congrats. Ill do my part to uphold you and us.

..Im still waiting on the word. anxiously waiting. I just cant shake the feeling that failure is never an option in my life. Like EVER. Im not a perfectionist by any means, I ill be the first to say I have many flaws, and am always striving to better myself in my eyes, and those of the people I love dearly.. but alas, Im still not perfect. But on the day when you want to be perfect, and want to be efficient, not a lint stain on you, are you? were you? can you be? what stands in the way but yourself..

.. Never restrict yourself, E..

..just fly away, to heaven brotha..
..make a place, for me..
..brotha..

Ms. Badu is singin thru her telephone to me right now..

* Why is it January 26th.. ALREADY.
* Im growing the Usher "burn" back out.. dont remember? check the video.. lol.
* Teedra Moses, is still, underrated..


Pator Troys album "Troy".. clearly an album to work out to. I got introduced to Troy by a good friend, and I neva stopped likin him. Crucial cat who doesnt get his fair do. Well P.T. Cruisa... I see you.


Released November 7, 2000... was this not THEE album??? If you hate this, you hate yourself... me and PT criticqued this the other day. NO FLAWS..well not in my views.. cept for #6

Just Think...

What if President Elect Barack Obama walks out on the 20th of January, the monumental Tuesday.. and all of a sudden.. this plays..

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The crowd goes wild cause for the first time in a while, we have a sense of uplifting, and guess what.. Brothas gonna work it out!!! LOL.. just a thought.

..No Slippin..

I'm not going to allow myself to slip tomorrow.. tomorrow is something Ive been waiting for, and its taken quite some time to achieve it..Tomorrow is something that I strive to make happen, game on lock. I need it, I HAVE to have it. Theres not really an option, theres no chance to slip and fall out of contention for this one. I need all y'all, to say a silent, vocal, efficient prayer tonight for me. Cause I'm goin into the battlefield tomorrow, with armor on lock. I got Matsumoto ("Last Samurai").. William Wallace ("Braveheart")..Radio Rahiem ("do the right thing")..Rod Tidwell ("Jerry Mcquire").. Blade Brown ("class act")..Paul Rusesabagina ("hotel Rwanda") all on my frontline, ready for war.. and we are gon take it to em.. real raw style.. while Bleek Gilliam ("mo betta blues") sounds the trumpet for battle...its time to Ante up!!!! (..M.O.P) an get that doe..aint no half steppin (Big daddy kane)..

Cause for once.. the way I see it, you are everythang, and everythang is you.. (Sisqo).. this is it!!! (Kirk Franklin)...

Ill elaborate later.. once I achieve the goal..Just know, I'm ready!!

G'night world..

Word up..

The word of the year, is MAINTAIN.. this year will
be the year that I manage my maintanence of life,
and introduce myself to a new age of patience,
persistence, and poise. Of course it takes action
more than statement, but that's where I want to
be from this point forward, and I'm content with
working on my ability to maintain.. and keep my
game face on throughout! Never lettin em see me
sweat, and feeding the fire.. Man, this should be fun

..Remember in House Party 2 ( top 10 on my list of
course is the original House Party, mm sydney!!)
where ole boy Miles with the flat top is trying to
coax Kid and actin like he's helping him? Lol, and
he's gotta go to the Dean's office, and before he
goes in Miles is like, "maintain, my brotha..." classic
part!.. but oh so true..

So, for 09, its time to "maintain, my friends.."

*bumpin "Rated R" by Ralph Tresvant... HA!

2008..

"..I find it hard to say..."
-Lauryn Hill


2008 is over.

And in this year I have grown in strides and bounds..
In love and life,
in trust and turmoil,
in release therapy and rebellion,
feelings of self pity and self resolve..
repentance against your own self,
your normal being,
your wake up call coming every morning to know thy self,
and to prove that you, yourself
are the on that can handle it all..
my vision once blurred,
now fine tuned like a blues guitar,
wailing on rifts of evolution that only i can envision..
growth that only i can play the music of life to..

though i find it hard to say
that i one day will be better then today,
its still the intuition inside
that guides me and teaches me
that i still can fly..

I hope i can continue to groom my sight of completion.
along with the beautiful hand guiding me in the right direction,
feeling my feelings of feeling for you..
the thought of success never fails,
only grows,
like a welcoming tumor that cannot be phased,
only fed and urged that one day,
advancement will be the ultimate pay..

I've learned to pay myself,
look further then my heart,
envision a sight of WE,
and not only feel the heartbeat of me..
to lust for more then love,
for that's only the beginning,
and to push harder
work faster,
be stronger,
fight longer..
for in the end, its all up to me,
to keep it going...

here's to 2008,
ina nutshell,
my eyesight remains up towards the heavens...
while stomping and scathing the thoughts of hell..

-E

Happy Holidays!

From my family to yours, all my blog loved ones,
I say unto you happy holidays. Enjoy the time that
you will spend with family, friends, or even just
yourself and understand the reason for the
season!

much, much love...

- E

stylin..

.. am I the only person who gets really greedy
round christmas time? I see everything I desire and
put it all in a subliminal mind list that I have for
myself. I've had the urge to throw every single
piece of my wardrobe out and start from scratch,
at least my winter wardrobe that is.. I see all
these fresh argyles, slacks, scarves, button downs
and I get to imagining, throwin on the square toe
game and stylin... and lookin fly.. ha. u got to
co-or-di-nate craiiiig!
speakin of craig... "bye felicia.."
I bet if you say that around any group of us, one
out the group will automatically say.."but craig!?"
LOL..
Back to the wardrobe..I hate that when you want
something, and don't have the capacity to get it
just yet, every store, every online seller, every
anything has the exact color you want, in your
size, perfect fitting and everything.. so today is
the day that you wanna have the 17 1/2 36-37
length.. the day I can't buy it.. and every other day,
when I'm able, they wanna have the shirts only a
5 foot 8 man can wear.. man when the cards are
stacked against you..even ya fashion sense suffers.
its hard finding an identity to your fashion at times
without either 1. killing your wallet 2. looking too
much like someone else 3. killing your wallet..maybe
well, no maybe.. I know I'm picky when it comes to
what I rock, simply because its hard to find things
that I like that fir right on me..

I need a fashion analyst..